Sunday, August 13, 2006
kthxbye
People often provide me with some very expected feedback about my blog - Too angsty, too serious, no where like the Ivan we always knew in 'real life'. In response to all your laments, I often reply: "What then is reality to you?"Unfortunately or fortunately, I'm not the "what you see is what you get" kind of person. Perhaps this makes me all the more interesting, but it is by no means intentional. This is me, and what is me, I cannot answer you because commenting on your personality is just awkward, stupid, and many times condescending. I'd love to tell you that behind this screen sits a uber dashing hunk that holds a high paying job and drives sweet cars but in the process, I'd be lying and bullshitting about an existence I don't even come close to living.
My point here is as such: I cannot promise you that you can reconcile whatever you read here with "reality", but I can jolly well assure you that what you're setting your eyes upon is of utmost truth, fact, sincerity. Tears too, would make up a huge part of the list. I'm not a firm believer of first impressions, and as the age old saying goes, "Looks", or may I contend, "Looks and impressions are only skin deep".
If you enjoy reading my blog, thank you very much. If you don't, nevermind about that. My suggestion to you is, if you're new to this, I'd recommend that you read my entire entries before passing a judgment. And even then, I'd be sure you won't understand nor comprehend the true meaning of my entries, and henceforth, handicapping you of any right, or ability to judge me.
This post sounds like a first post doesn't it? One that introduces readers into my world, or whatever you might call it. But I'd tell you very explicitly and right into your face that the only thing I'm thinking now is closing down this blog. Because pricks, irritants and scums of the earths who're too quick to judge screw me over and over, and then refuse to listen to my explanations at the end of it actually get to me.
They hurt me, and spoil my day.
And I haven't got that many days to waste in this manner.
posted@11:54 AM